last night i was drowning...again tonight... (18 04 2004)

had a chat wth two girlfriends last night. mimi n shaela. talking to mimi so far has been a priviledge. i enjoy chatting wth her. we seem to have something in common since we're both virgos n it's nice to know that someone's aware of the 'modjo' attached to it. especially from a female. shaela has always been a great company. i enjoyed being friends wth her. but last night was different. she let me look at her through her webcam n must i say, she's lovely. i caught her smiling n she was shy about it. amusing. n flattering too as well. for the first time last night we had nothing to talk about. so, we ended up abruptly. hope next time will be more exciting. after all that, i was 'drowning'...tonight, i still have the same feeling. wthout the girls to chat wth. bought myself a new cd. 'The Hypercubes'. they're ok. i like the first few tracks. the 1st track is my favourite. dark ambient electronica. and it only costs me RM15. good music at the cheapest price possible. what more could u ask? hey, it even comes wth a free sticker. another accessory to 'beautify' my guitar. neat. it's black. nice. man...i need to get myself a reliable-special girlfriend...i'm going nuts...