"You Make It Or Break It"

Hmm. God granted me a rather weird series of events today. In rational chronological terms, by the way. Let me fill you.

Well, this time around the term 'Monday Blues' did apply to me quite appropriately. I was kinda 'emotionally down' the whole day. I keep having thoughts at the back of my head that something not so very pleasing is going to occur. Only a question of what and when. Being the 'me' I am, I held my head up high (Ouch! Too high..) and soldier on. Skipping a beat, shortly after terawikh Fuzzy buzzed an invitation for a night out. While waiting for her to swing by and pick me up, the cell buzzed again.

It was a text.

It was Alia.

She called off our tak-sempat-to-be-renamed-collaboration. Claiming that "I don't think your heart's in this collaboration" was the final straw. Maybe she's right. Somewhere along the way I honestly think that there was a communication breakdown. Maybe that sparked it off. But then again, my 'heart' is not in anything at all at the moment (And Ibu making noise about me 'going out' for any reason for that matter didn't help at all). Juggling two worlds at one time is never easy. I've learned and I'm still very much learning. Yes, I've seen better days but this is far from worse. Not that I am truly devastated but I was surely not pleased about the killing of the collabo. But as promised, it is after all, for the long run. She may have pulled the plug, but I'm merely switching off the power. Just waiting patiently for the right voltage to kick in.

Anyways, the night out (which was also, not without Ibu's before hand hesitation. I'm getting sick of this) with Fuzzy, Shak and her bubbly mates was perhaps the right amount of relief I needed. Played a handful games of Pool with Fuzzy. I lost (I'm rusty. Have'nt been playing 'actual' pool in years. But thankfully playing more than 2000 rounds of Flash-Pool paid off) by a few frames. But it was pure fun. Heh. Told her about 'the news' and without hesitation, she said that I was to be blame. Sorta. But she could be right. All in all, thanks again for the invite, Fuzzy. The timing was quite acute.



So let's review the whole thing shall we?

I was feeling 'down', then an invite for a fun-filled night out ensued, followed with 'the news' that came in later.

Yes, the order of sequence was jumbled up.

It should be 'the news', feeling 'down', then the invite.

Or should'nt it?

Well, there you go folks. A simple example of "God works in mysterious ways".


"Mistakes are what we're made of..."
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