" ....all these years and you were nothing but an empty seat to me..."

Hidupku tanpa cintamu,
Bagai malam tanpa bintang.....

That was from Dewa's Risalah Hati. Their best piece to date. No, it's not directed to a certain someone but I guess that answered Fuzzy's question earlier on of my well-being. Her MGT trip's tomorrow. And she's in the next lab. Dey, you've just recovered from a fever. Go and grab a good rest la.

Oh, had tea with her. Okay, no beverages involved. But a pack of kuachi and two bars of chocolate does count, no? Saw her in between classes this morning. Caught her playing come-fly-with-me with Ika. Trippy. For once I felt empty. She did most of the talking (Not that it's something new) while I pondered elsewhere. Showboated her Pedro to me (Seriously, change his name to Joko la. How about Samidon Hamid? Sounds Spanish to you?) and I tend to agree that he's a cute kitty albeit looking very expensive. I wonder if he will inherit your curly locks. A thought indeed.

Flashback: No one wake me up for Friday prayers! I'm miffed! Not that I'm blaming anyone for that matter but why am I left out? Sheesh. Going to Lata Kijang without bothering to invite me is okay but Friday prayers? Come on. MGT was swell as always. We were the only presentation group that presented fully in English and clocked nearest to the given time frame. I still dislike Adam and Co.'s lenghty presentation albeit their comprehensive material. Buying time with lame intros ain't your strong suit my friend. I was very sleepy and dredgy during BEL that I had to fake being awake. Thank God it ended quite early.

So I'm done for the week. Maybe. Happy hunting everyone.

-I need you. Whomever you may be. I need you-