Oh no, oh god, I am.

This is the last week before the end of every classes. Before the start of the term finals. And I am nowhere near 'prepared'. Come to think of it, I was never prepared for anything at all. In the lab as I'm typing this, surrounded with students finishing up their long overdue assignments and whatnot, I'm feeling devastatingly useless. Maybe I've hold up too long. Way too long. I'm being ignorant of others well-being. Can't help it. The feeling of 'not belonging here' has never felt this strong. This overwhelming.

It's okay. I'll manage. (Need...help...)